raging whoremoans & diamond eyes

wanna take back everything i gave

just waiting for the time that i could return this to you and i’d hopefully be done with you too

i’m almost done making a fool out of myself

trying to make myself fit in your grand scheme of things is not working out

wish you were average

this is starting to hurt

i’m not good with putting words in an orderly fashion. nor do i find myself always expressing myself the best way i can. sometimes, i’ve said all i have to, but it still doesn’t come off right (at least to them). maybe i should stick with graphics and shit. find other means of getting my point across. take speech lessons or something. sharpen up on creative writing or drawing. 

i need a drink. or two.

i have been writing. again.

little by little.

losing things makes way for other things.

my sketchpad/journal is useful again.

:)

fuck you

i feel kinda bad for not updating. it’s been a while.

been busy with A LOT of stuff.

and i feel like i am missing out on a lot about what’s going on in the interwebzzz and possibly the world and current events. lol. oh well.

no work later so that’s good. almost 2012, are you making these last 2 days count?